It is 16 minutes into the day that I turn 48. It is unbelievable the amount of evil that has flooded our planet. On every level and on every possible layer it has been saturated by plots that I wish I could find a word to use that meant worse than evil. Because believe me, what you thought was evil is FAR surpassed in our day and age. I wish the kind of evil we use to think was the limit was still, really the limit. You do not even know the evil that is being perpetrated on us on a global level. But maybe I don’t know what is going on, on the global level, so I will bring it back to you on the local level. Earlier today my boyfriend and I went to run a couple errands and buy our daily bread. We went to our local store at 10:30am and I instantly knew something was not right.
“The parking lot is really full.” I said to him, “This is really bizarre for a Thursday. Maybe they know something that we don’t know?” Frankly, what did we know at that point? It was really fucking cold for one thing. Oregon gets cold sometimes, like 31 degrees maybe sometimes 30 degrees – that is normal for winter. But it was 20 degrees out – we knew that because we saw it on the thermometer outside the back door when we let the dogs out. Something was NOT right about the weather and we decided to get twice our daily bread, just in case.
Strangely, it started to snow right as we were leaving the store. And then it snowed all day and all night. I told my boyfriend that the snow was exactly like the snow is in Casper, Wyoming. Normal for Casper is the snow that is so dry that it floats in the air before it lands and it blows with the wind on the streets and doesn’t actually stick on the pavement even if it lands. Normal for Casper maybe, but not normal for Oregon.
I wish I could put a bunch of links up about Geo-engineering and some of the sick fucking things being done to US (that is “us” not U.S.) in the name of science and combating global warming but I don’t have the time or the energy to find the links I need to show you what I am talking about.
We are under attack. On every single level and we don’t even know it. Give up the search for the truth if you want. Sit back and relax in the knowledge that the government actually loves you and has your best interest in mind. Or even better! Whine about the fact that no-one is taking care of you because you are so saturated in the entitlement mindset. Watch the Matrix trilogy again. There are profound truths embedded in those movies and especially when the character of Cypher says, “Ignorance is Bliss.”
The truth is harsh my friends. It’s like waking up from the Matrix and finding out that everyone wears gray and eats only tapioca. It is SO much worse than we thought and those people that are REALLY aware – I’m not even talking about myself because I understand that I am just barely understanding what true conscious awareness is all about – but those people that ARE really aware – know – that there is a Creator. It would be cosmically fucked up that you could have this LEVEL of evil without an opposing level of GOOD. I choose to believe that the Creator will stop the evil plots against us. And all you indoctrinated Christians out there who believe that this is God’s judgment are so deluded because you cannot begin to understand what love is – let alone that love does not rape and kill and destroy. You worship the adversary and you do not even know it.
I have to go to bed now. I have not been idle since I last posted, and I have been blessed with not only a good boyfriend who loves me, but a man that is open to understanding the truth and soaking it up like a sponge.
I told my dad the other day to close all his bank accounts and to get out of the stock market. He honestly told me that he did not believe he was ready to take those steps. Whether he takes those steps or not is not my concern. I have warned him of the shit that is literally going to hit the fan any day now. My conscience is clear because I said what I had to say. What he chooses to do with that information will be what he needs to deal with. It always surprises me that my mother always takes my warnings seriously. Which means she may be on my side after all.
I don’t know quite how to end this post and maybe if you are reading this it seems completely disjointed and that may be because it is 1pm. I remember when I was in Casper and my very religious aunt said, “God is placing people where He needs them.” But I understood at that moment that God was going to change the individuals and thus change the world. People ARE waking up. One at a time. There has been some MAJOR evil plots that have already been thwarted and I believe that there will be more. I don’t know what my part is going to be – but I’m ready to do what needs to be done.
Love you my friends