Wednesday, June 30, 2010

And now a Word from our Sponsor...

I read this post from novusanima at Last Days Resource for Prophetic Disciples by way of new wineskins blog. I wanted to repost it here because it is highly encouraging. The total post is here.
"Beloved, my people, who are called by My Name; I call You to be set apart, to be Holy, to be ‘not of this world’. I call you to be mine for I am a jealous God, and there shall be none other before me. Seek me, and you shall find me. Rest in me, and you shall be safe. I tell you, that I shall miraculously protect those that would Believe on me and in me, and those that would call upon me in ‘time of trouble’ for I AM The God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, and I AM The God for today.

Beloved, press into me, confess your sins, lay all that you are at My feet, and I will take all that you are and mold you as clay, and make you Beautiful to behold in My Sight. You must surrender, and your must trust, for I AM The Lord Your God and I Do Not Lie.

Surely, trouble comes, but do not be moved. You must look to me, for I will be your help. I will be your deliverer. I will be your sustenance. You will be my people, and I shall be your God, and there shall be none feeble among you. Just as in Exodus, when the children of Israel left Egypt and there was none feeble among them, so shall you be. The how of this is not important; it is not a natural thing, but a spirit-walk. You must only believe and trust in Me.

Beloved, I come for a bride, a bride adorned in silver and gold and the finest jewels. You will shine for me and because of me, and you will be and do all that I have asked of you. You may decline if you so desire, but I long for The Body to come together, and to shine as The Son, and to do miracles in My Name: heal the sick, raise the dead, see mutlitides saved. This power shall be yours, and it trickles now, but it shall soon be a flood.

The anointing that I give shall be like no other before, and it shall be given freely, to those that would accept it. My Beloved, you must not fear in this hour. You must trust like never before. I will be with you, and the Words that you would say, let them be my words. The works that you would do, let them be my works. I will show the world myself; I would show the world Jesus through you, Beloved, even in the darkest hour. You must only believe, and you must only trust.

Beloved, I come quickly; do not grow weary, and do not turn your head to the right or the left. Press into me, Keep your eyes on me, and your house on the rock. I will protect mine, and I will do all that I have said because I AM."

Again - from A Word From Him, To Me, and To You by novusanima.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

More from the valley floor...


Michael Boldea has another post about the valley:

Life in the Valley part 5

I have been under tremendous attack lately. My toe was almost completely healed after going around with no shoes for a couple days, but since I had to put socks and shoes on for work, it has become re-infected. The pain is excrutiating at times. Satan tries to attack me by making me feel like I want to quit. (not just my job, but everything - run away so to speak!)

That is why it is important not to put any faith in our emotions. Satan can always attack us with "unwarrented thoughts and feelings" (Russ Dizdar). One of the reasons I believe the Lord has set up this trip to Wyoming is to have some goal I can hold onto. If I can just get through the next 8 days at work, I will be able to go on vacation and not wear shoes for two whole weeks!

In psalms 23 it states, "Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me." The staff is something they used to lean on as they traveled, to help them in their walk. We know we can lean upon the Lord when we get weary and the narrow way becomes hard to traverse. Thank you Lord for always being there to carry me through the hard parts. In Jesus name amen.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Nine days till road trip!


So my parents have asked me to go with them to Wyoming from June 8-21st. We are driving so it will take a couple days to get there and we will be stopping in Helena, Montana on the way to pick up my son. He will travel with us to Wyoming for my grandparents 70th wedding anniversary and my grandfathers 92nd birthday!!

I believe it is the Lord's will for me to go on this trip and my boss even ok'd the days off (which is a miracle in itself since we are very very short-staffed.) Unfortunely I will miss Joseph Herrin as he travels through Oregon! The Lord opens the doors in my life and sets me on the paths He wants me to be on. Hopefully I will be able to meet Joseph Herrin some other time.

There was a really amazing post on The Journey website (her posts always make me cry!) but she is such a great example of that Agape love:

Monday June 28, 2010

Have a good day!

Sunday, June 27, 2010

The Devil says, "Epic Fail..." I say NOT

For I delight in the law of God after the inward man: But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death? Romans 7:22-24
Sometimes the adversary just sneaks up on us.

I'm overweight. And truthfully, it is a good thing. Because my weakness is men. When I am skinny, I'm very cute and lots of men ask me out. So it actually saves me having an extra 80 pounds on my bod. I think it is the Lord's way of protecting me from myself. Nevertheless, once in a while, somebody sees through that.

So I am standing at the counter at work when a man comes to check in. He is staring at me and totally flirting with me, and he is beautiful. He says, "So you have me signing all this paperwork, are you signing anything for me?" I say, "Sure, if you want to marry me I will sign my two weeks notice." (I was just joking! I know that was a stupid thing to say, it just slipped out!) But he looks at me seriously and says, "Hmmmm, I am considering your offer!"

!!!!

He asked me if I wanted to go out after work. I had to politely decline, explaining like the total dork that I am, that I should behave myself. He said I was sweet, and went to his room. I was blushing.

Then the adversary had to make me feel bad about it. Like I wanted to cry, trying to tell me that somehow - this walk with the Lord is making me miss out on...what? being the whore of the day? Shut up satan! This walk with the Lord is the best thing that ever happened to me. I wouldn't trade it for all the friendships in the world, and certainly not some tryst with a perfect stranger - beautiful or not. No matter what, I would rather be all alone with the Lord than the most popular (and skinniest) girl in the world.

I looked up the word lonliness in the bible one time. It's not in there. You know why? Because no-one, and I mean NO ONE knows what being lonely is like, than our Heavenly Father. He is the only one, there is no one else on his level. He has us, but all we do is cry and whine all day long.

Thank you my beautiful sweet Heavenly Father. I know that when (and/or if) I am ready for a husband, you will arrange a strong man of God for the job. In the meantime, thank you for never leaving me or forsaking me. In Jesus name, Amen.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Another tribute to Pastor Meyer

Here is another tribute post for Pastor David J. Meyer - by Steven Moore:

Special Tribute to Pastor

He also states the July Newsletter for Last Trumpet Ministries is up Here:

July Newsletter

Friday, June 25, 2010

Philip - Man of God



Michael Boldea also has more on his blog about the valley:

Life in the Valley - Part 4

Philip was one guy - but he went where the Lord wanted him to go, and stayed where the Lord wanted him to stay - and even won over the local sorcerer to the Lord. Russ Dizdar has an excellent teaching entitled "The Philip Factor" that you can listen here:










More can be found from Russ Dizdar at ShattertheDarkness.net

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Big Toe Contemplation Revisited...

Last summer I wrote a post called "Big Toe Contemplation." That was a happy toe story. This toe story is not like that one. This picture is of the happy toe time. I will spare you the picture of my toes at the moment.

When I first started my new job two months ago, I worked the first two weeks wearing shoes that were too tight. I didnt have any money at the time to replace them, so I kept wearing them. It wasn't until I realized that my toes hurt long after I had taken off my shoes that I had a serious problem on my hands (or feet if you will). My sister let me borrow a pair of shoes to wear to work, and later, after she saw the damage I had done to my toes, promptly gave them to me. My left toe has a huge bruise underneath the nail, but it is the good toe. My right toe is the one that is really bad off.

The pressure of the shoe pressing on my nail (warning graphic: if you have a weak stomach - skip down to the next paragraph!)caused my nail to seperate from my toe. I can actually pull it up, but not enough to actually pull it off. This in turn has caused an ingrown toenail. It is my first ingrown toenail and it really really hurts!

The Lord uses parables in the natural realm to teach us spiritual truths. I have been seeking the Lord on the meaning of this injury, and praying about healing for it. The bible speaks of the great toe in the cleansing of those who were lepers. First they put the blood of the sacrifice on ear, thumb and toe and then they put oil on them. (Leviticus 14). There is also a figure of speech called "Synecdoche" where a part is put in for the whole. (As in a big toe for the whole foot.)

Our feet, according to Ephesians 6, should be shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace. My understanding of the parable of this injury is this: I will continue to have pressure in my walk, pressure that could ultimately injure me, if I am not prepared by having the Word on in my mind and to have the peace of God that passeth understanding: Phil 4:7-9
And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things [are] honest, whatsoever things [are] just, whatsoever things [are] pure, whatsoever things [are] lovely, whatsoever things [are] of good report; if [there be] any virtue, and if [there be] any praise, think on these things. Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.
It is not the Lord's will for me to be injured, but to be taught, trained, disciplined. The pressure is like the olives being pressed to bring out the oil. But this is a warning, to once again take it up a notch, to be more alert to the dangers around me. Like I should have recognized that my shoes were too tight right away instead of ignoring it. I would not have the injury I have now if I had addressed the situation when it first came up. It also shows me that I have a hidden weakness of ignoring things I don't want to deal with, hoping it will go away.

Thank you Lord, for showing me my weaknesses. Thank you so much for the fiery trials in my life. Thank you Heavenly Father, for being so awesome and tender and merciful with me. I LOVE YOU! In the name of your son, Jesus Christ. Amen.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

More from Michael Boldea

Michael Boldea has been writing a series of articles that I highly recommend:

Life in the Valley Part 1

Life in the Valley Part 2

Life in the Valley Part 3

Sunday, June 20, 2010

The food of the gods...


As I was reading the Word this morning, the Lord showed me an interesting thing. The Old Testament people were for our learning, they looked forward to Christ, and the things the Lord was teaching them in the wilderness are the same spiritual truths that He teaches us now concerning Jesus Christ.
"And the mixt multitude that was among them fell a lusting: and the children of Isreal also wept again, and said, Who shall give us flesh to eat?

We remember the fish, which we did eat in Egypt freely; the cucumbers, and the melons, and the leeks, and the onions, and the garlick:

But now our soul is dried away: there is nothing at all, beside this manna, before our eyes." Numbers 11:4-6
The first truth here is that it was the mixt multitude that started things. They were the believers married to the unbelievers and were more susceptible to spiritual deception. The Lord showed me that all the different foods listed, are false doctrines. The false doctrines of the gods they worshipped when they were in Egypt. The doctrines of demons were exciting and appealed to the flesh (which was what they were literally asking for, "Who shall give us flesh to eat?") Jesus Christ was the manna - He is the Bread of Life that comes down out of heaven. They were rejecting the pure simple doctrine of Christ and begging for the sensual, earthly, doctrines of their soulish fleshy nature. The beast nature to be exact. They were rejecting Christ (manna) and lusting after other gods(leeks, onions, cucumbers, fish).

This gives a deeper meaning to the idea of Isaiah 1:8:

"And the daughter of Zion is left as a cottage in a vineyard, as a lodge in a garden of cucumbers, as a besieged city."

I was also contemplating the concept of Romans 14:2-3:

"For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs. Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him."

Herbs aren't milk, bread or meat. I'm not sure I understand it all yet, but herbs could be the false doctrines that even Christians follow because there is so much deception out there in our times. The Lord Himself will wean the weak believers off the herbs, off the milk and onto the strong meat, when that individual is ready, and not before.

Wow. Thank you so much Heavenly Father for showing me great truths in your word. In Jesus name Amen.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

On skinned knees and valleys...

When I was little, my father bought me a bicycle. It was a boy's bike and it was black and it was the coolest bike in the neighborhood. So cool, in fact, that the little boys in the neighborhood would trade me baseball cards and cinnamon toast for a chance to ride it. My father likes to tell the story that when he was teaching me to ride the bike, that I would fall off and skin my knees and CRY and CRY. But that I would get back on still crying, until I learned to ride that bike.

I think somewhere between Monday - Thursday this last week, I fell off my bike, so to speak. I took my eyes off Jesus for a moment and started to sink. I started to look at this nightmare scenario job as my destination, instead of my instruction in righteousness. I stopped being able to see the spiritual lessons I was learning, and stopped being able to love the people who come to my counter and accuse me of plotting to give them a bad room out of spite, instead of trying to help meet their needs. My bad habit of protecting myself against verbal onslaughts, instead of using my shield of faith - out did me once again.

The Lord gently reminded me that I do not work for my boss who was raised in Communist China, but that I work for Him. I'm not working this job because I need the money, (the Lord will provide whatever I require), but that I was placed here to help these people, by prayer and intercession and spiritual warfare. But most of all, the Lord is teaching me, that my focus needs to be off myself (death to self). A very very hard lesson for me, which makes me hate the flesh that much more.

I did not recognize this at first of course. It didn't become apparant to me until I read Michael Boldea's recent post entitled: Life in the Valley part 2 which I highly recommend reading the whole article, but these are some quotes that specifically spoke to my heart.
"Yes, God’s desire is that we always be on the mountaintop, always on fire for Him, always wholly devoted and committed to His work and His kingdom, but God also knew that there would be valleys throughout our journey, He knew that there would be times where we would feel as though we were of no use to the kingdom, of no use to the brethren, times and seasons of hardship and setbacks. We serve an all knowing God, one who knows the end from the beginning, and knowing that we would have to traverse valleys once in awhile, He has placed encouragement, instruction, and direction in His holy word for us, that although we might find ourselves in the valley, we would endeavor to return to the mountaintop.

Today we go even further into this series of teachings, and tackle the topic of warfare in the valley. Yes, there is warfare in the valley; there is violent and unyielding warfare in the valley. I realize you may be thinking, ‘Brother Mike, but there is warfare in perpetuity. We are always at war with the enemy whether in the valley or on the mountaintop aren’t we?’ Yes, we are constantly at war with the enemy, but it’s one thing to fight the enemy on open ground when you are full of vigor and strength, when all of your energies are at maximum levels and you know the terrain, and it’s quite another to do battle against the enemy in the valley, where you are already weak and troubled, where the territory is unknown and the walls seem to be closing in."
He went on to write:
"You see, there are two very important things the enemy wants to take away from you while you are in the valley. The two things the enemy desires to nullify in you while you are in the valley is your identity, and your mentality, your attitude, your outlook or your way of thinking. The enemy’s singular desire is for you to forget that you are a child of God, to forget what your attributes are, to forget the power that you have access to in the Holy Spirit, and to forget that God is omnipotent. He wants to nullify this burning truth in your heart that you are royalty, a child of the most high God, redeemed by the blood of His beloved Son Jesus Christ."

I am actually living in a valley at the moment. The Willamette valley. I live on Willamette street in Willamette valley and I work at the (Best Western) Willamette Inn. Local legend states that the Indian meaning of the word Willamette is "the valley of sickness and death." (For more on the word willamette see here and here.)

This journey started out with the theme of "The view from a high mountain". In fact, there was a very inspired teaching from Pastor David J. Meyer that I listened to several times entitled: "The View from the Mountain Top" that I think you should all listen to if you have a chance. The thing about valley's is, the mountaintop looks much higher from the bottom of the valley than it does on regular ground. On any journey there will be valleys, but I am not alone.
[[A Psalm of David.]] The LORD [is] my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou [art] with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. Psalm 23


P.S. the thing about falling off your bike, is to get right back on again. Talk to you soon!

Friday, June 18, 2010

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

A little time off...

I asked my boss for July 7th - July 22nd off today. I figure it should be plenty of notice and maybe it will motivate him to hire some more staff, we are down two to three people. That way I can go on a road trip with my parents to my grandparents
70th wedding anniversary and spend some time with my son before he goes into the military in September. I gave the time off request in writing so I think my boss was happy it wasn't my two week notice.

Other than that, I dont have much to write about lately. I find work extremely non-humerous lately. Also, it is Wednesday night. Pastor Meyer usually taught on Wednesday and I really looked forward to his teachings. It makes me sad, and I'm not quite up to listening to older teachings, maybe later. So with that, I may take a couple days break from blogging, but don't worry, I'll be back soon.

take care my people. Press into the Lord, that is what I'll be doing. God bless you all.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Operation Blackjack

I feel like I would be derelict in my duties if I did not post this video. Feel free to pause the video in order to read the small print. Portland, Oregon - my hometown, is listed as one of the cities. Please watch.

Here is another video:

Clyde Lewis from Ground Zero has some very interesting new updates concerning Portland, like the coordinates given are the Northwest Natural Gas parking lot where a bunch of white vans are parked. you can hear his show at media monarchy here. Clyde also has an entire article about his findings at Ground Zero. If you don't have time to read Clyde's article, at least scroll down and look at the pictures he took from the actual coordinates in Portland.

Recently the Operation Blackjack slideshow was updated so the Prime Minister showed David Cameron and not Gorgon Brown like before.

Seek the Lord about this. Maybe it won't happen.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Pastor David J. Meyer


The memorial service for Pastor Meyer will be held June 18th, @1pm at the Truth Tabernacle, unless otherwise notified, as the Lord wills, it will be provided online to those unable to make it there.

There is more information here:

Last Trumpet Ministries Studios

and the official Obituary and Memorial Serive information is here:

Pastor David J. Meyer

Thank you Heavenly Father, for our brother. In the name of your Son, Jesus Christ. Amen.

Friday, June 11, 2010

The Nightmares of Children


My little niece is staying with us for the next two weeks. When my sister goes to work, she brings my niece up and puts her in bed with me so that she doesnt wake up downstairs by herself.

The other morning, she woke up crying. "Auntie Linda," she said, (don't you just love that! I melt whenever she says that!), "I had a bad dream."

I said, "Tell me your dream." So she said, "It was raining really hard. My mom went to get into the car and her boyfriend came out, and then all my baby clothes washed away." I thought that was a very profound dream. The concept of the baby clothes washing away represents loss of innocence. We all have to grow up sometime (the very harsh reality) but I suppose it would be a nightmare to a five year old.

When I was a baby Christian, an old party friend called me and asked if she could stay with me. I told her that if she was clean and sober (not drinking or using any drugs) that she could stay with me, but not if she was still partying. A couple weeks later she called and said she was off drugs and hadn't had a drink for a couple weeks, so I told her she could come stay at my little apartment.

Within two weeks, she had wrecked havoc on my life. A big can of coffee that usually last me a month was gone in two days. She had loud gnarly fights with her dad on the phone and would slam the reciever down and be perfectly calm. She smoked pot off the back balcony, but worst of all, she turned my 7 year old daughter against me (a la "Hand that Rocks the Cradle.") It was like Satan was making a last ditch effort to bring me back into his realm. I told my spiritual overseers at the time, and they told me I needed to kick her out of my apartment. I thought I should give her two weeks notice, they said, no, give her 24 hours notice and make sure she leaves her key. I knew this was a spiritual situation, so I obeyed.

I was sitting on the couch and she was standing up on the other side of the room, screaming and crying and saying how mean I was to do this to her, etc. Then something strange happened. I saw a picture in my mind of two dogs fighting, and one was in the "dominant" position, and I heard a voice say, "Stand up." I stood up and all of a sudden she ran out of the room. I knew the Lord was at work in that situation, and I had a profound feeling of, "Resist the devil and he will flee" but it wasn't until much later that I learned that was Word of Knowledge and Word of Wisdom. (I also recognized that it wasn't her that I was fighting but the adversary through her.) So even as a babe in Christ - the Lord was showing me spiritual truths, and letting me know that I belonged to Him and that he would protect me in times of trouble.

It is very sad, that I backslid. I wished I could have grown and matured from that point rather than back to the mire, after having been washed. Clothes in God's Word represent our spiritual condition. I am reminded of Zech 3:1-4,
"And he shewed me Joshua the high priest standing before the angel of the LORD, and Satan standing at his right hand to resist him. And the LORD said unto Satan, The LORD rebuke thee, O Satan; even the LORD that hath chosen Jerusalem rebuke thee: [is] not this a brand plucked out of the fire? Now Joshua was clothed with filthy garments, and stood before the angel. And he answered and spake unto those that stood before him, saying, Take away the filthy garments from him. And unto him he said, Behold, I have caused thine iniquity to pass from thee, and I will clothe thee with change of raiment. "

Thank God, for his mercy and forgiveness.

From Michael Boldea's blog Homeward Bound today:
"Too many believers today want victory without confrontation; they want to overcome without being in battle; they refuse the designation of warrior for Christ because of all it implies and are content with forever being babes in Christ. We are babes in Christ but for a season, then we must mature, and grow, be seasoned and trained to become warriors because that is what God requires of us. Once we become that soldier of God, that warrior for Christ, then confrontation is inevitable because the enemy has us at the top of his list. When we are on the frontlines of the spiritual battle that we see waging all around us, then we are in the enemy’s crosshairs."
Full article here.
That is why the WHOLE ARMOR of God is so important. Armor is stronger than mere every day clothes. Now is the time to study Ephesians 6, and prepare against the evil day.

Thank you Lord, for washing us and cleaning us up. In Jesus name AMEN.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I need to sleep...

I worked 11 hours today, I wanted to post about the peace that passeth understanding, but right now all I can think of is this:

The sleep of a labouring man [is] sweet... (Ecc 5:12)

ZZZzzzzz.....

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Goodbye our beautiful faithful brother

Pastor David J. Meyer died yesterday. I am crying as I type this, because even though I never met him, I really loved him and I will miss his teachings terribly. There is more about him from Brian here:

Casting Down His Crown (Full)

Pastor Meyer was faithful all his life. He fought the good fight and finished his course. I believe the Lord took him now, because he has been perfected and the Lord is sparing him from the tribulation to come. Pastor Meyer IS an OVERCOMER. We will miss him.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

AAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

So I am sitting at home at 1:30pm in my PJ's enjoying my day off when the phone rings.

It is work. They want me to come in at 3pm and oh yeah, an official Best Western inspector will be here to check on us and I'd better be able to answer questions etc.

Cue imagination bubble:

He walks up to the counter to ask me how many Best Western employees does it take to change a light bulb and I say, "HEY! I don't know the answer to that question and further more, this place is a nightmare and I was left alone with the zombie hordes my second day and I've had little to no training and am now just the scapegoat for the place, (take a breath) and also nothing works in this place and in the month and a half I've been here the main computer has been down and 3 power sources have been bought for it and installed and still it doesnt work,the printer has only worked periodically until I cast CHAOS demons out of it in the name of Jesus Christ and now it works but the fax slash copy machine jams constantly (take another breath) and we have been through 3 count them THREE warming tables because they keep breaking down and the people who couldn't get a printed receipt ALSO couldn't have a hot breakfast so now they hate me and (gasp) Today is my day off and I'm not even supposed to be here so if I get fired for this then let me tell you:

Imagination bubble pops.

"Yeah, sure. I'll be in"

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Official Man Card is SO GAY!!!

I haven't slept yet. I am a little stirred up at the moment. I went to hear Michael Boldea teach last night. (It was really wonderful! I went to introduce myself to him this morning and he was really nice. I was really glad I went to both the teachings.) Repentance is so important and timely of a message - and people just DON'T GET IT! They have no respect for God and no respect for the men of God. They are so used to water-downed messages and water-downed prophets that when a real prophet of the Lord comes into their midst - they don't even know how to act.

The pastor of the church that arranged for Michael to come teach, when introducing Michael told him that held within his name tag was an Official Man Card. He who holds the Man Card is officially a man, and can only be revoked by a man, and that a woman could not take away his man card. At the time, I thought that any man having to have a card stating he was a man has missed the mark somewhere. I mean - can't a man - and I truly don't mean to be too graphic - just feel around and KNOW - he is a man. Truly a REAL man would absolutely smack down anyone who would subject him to a card to validate his manliness.

I thought it was very odd at the time to say such a thing to Mr. Boldea, but I didn't know that half of it. Here is the introductory video:
video

I'm not even going to post a link to the website because it is ABSOLUTELY FILTHY. It isn't an Official Man site - it is an official PIG site, or should I say, Natural Brute Beast site. The site is filled with Boobs and Filth and to hand a MAN of GOD one of these ridiculous things as he is getting ready to teach the WORD OF GOD! Oh yes! How spiritually blind can you be?! I am disgusted - and not because I'm a woman and I wouldn't understand. What? Shall we ask Michael Boldea - who has travelled all the way to our state to tell us a Word from the Lord that if he burps his name he can get his card unrevoked? I am embarassed for my state, but I am so very sad for my fellow christians and the spiritual blindness they are under. I apologize Michael, for the Man card, on behalf of my state.

Please Lord, take the blinders off our pastors and christian men that can't see how this idea is of the world (and the evil one). Open their eyes Lord. I repent Lord of the things of the flesh that stop me from being who I am in Christ. Please Lord, forgive the people of this country that are so so blinded by the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the pride of life. Have mercy on my brothers and sisters and open their eyes and their hearts to repent and turn to you. In Jesus name, AMEN.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

In Honor of Michael Boldea

So because I am excited about seeing Micheal Boldea in person today, I wanted to repost one of my favorite teachings of his from last year. It was an interview with Nathan Leal titled: "Judgement has arrived!":










Seek the Lord, while He may be found. "Because thou hast made the LORD, [which is] my refuge, [even] the most High, thy habitation; There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling." Psalms 91:9-10

Friday, June 4, 2010

Crazy news today...


I feel like I have wandered into an alternate universe. Just a sample of the stories in the news today:

U.S. 'secret war' expands globally as Special Operations forces take larger role
It's nice that they are finally admitting these things are going on.

Darpa Wants to Predict Deadly Pathogens with ‘Prophecy’
yeah, let's write the script, follow it and then call it prophecy.

Part-Human, Part-Machine Transistor Devised
Transhumanism, it's not just for breakfast anymore. Hello! Mark of the beast anyone?! I feel sick.

'Printer' designed to create made-to-measure human organs Why stop at organs? Let's just print us some zombie hordes, shall we?

What was the most surprising to read this morning was Fidel Castro telling it like it is - "Fidel Castro speculated Wednesday that a nuclear strike on Iran might help President Barack Obama win a second term in the White House and also suggested the United States could attack North Korea.

The former leader of Cuba, who has not been seen in public for nearly four years, also portrayed the U.S. president as a victim of fantasies planted in his mind by sinister advisers." by WILL WEISSERT of the Associated Press. Full article:

Fidel Castro claims Obama lives in fantasy world

Dear Lord, help us. In Jesus name Amen.

P.S. On a lighter note, the Lord healed our printer at work. Thank you Lord!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Michael Boldea coming to my town...



Michael Boldea is coming this weekend to Tigard Oregon:

Saturday June 5, 7pm
Tigard Covenant Church
11321 S.W. Neave St. on Highway 99W
503-624-0456
Sunday June 6, 10am
Best Western Hotel Conference Room
16105 SW Pacific Hwy. Tigard Or. 97224

Work not withstanding, I am going to try to make it to both. Maybe I will see you there? God bless!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Year in Review...


It's been exactly one year since I left my old life behind to go out on the road and trust in the Lord, to do what He would have me do, and to go where He would have me go. I suppose if He would have just come right out and said, "I want you to go live under your father's roof and authority like in biblical times and wear a head-covering as an outward sign of your respect for my governmental authority" I maybe would have run away like Jonah. Far, far away.

But the Lord gave me a well-deserved vacation first and then gently led me here, teaching me many things along the way. I am so very thankful for this opportunity to be in the wilderness and the many trials the Lord has put on me, to strengthen me and to bring about clean garments, and the peaceable fruits of righteousness. I thougtht I would list some of the posts of my travels for easy reading and review:

Escaping Egypt

The Journey Commences

View from a High Mountain

Side Quest - Northern California

Weekend Miracle

Robbing banks in Waldenport

Faithful in least

Waiting upon the Lord

Places of Refuge

Our Mighty Lord

Back to the mountain

Sometimes you only have to be willing...

Tried in the fire

Eagle Saints


visiting with the grandfolks


Seeking the Lord

Liar, Liar, pants on fire

No Looking back...

O me of little faith...

Two days or a month or a year...

My van is dead...

The values test

Back at the farm

my little cow problem

Waiting on the Lord

New month, new day, new van!

Which pretty much brings us to the present.

Thank you so much my wonderful Heavenly Father, for calling me on this grand adventure and teaching me the spiritual truths you have been teaching me. Thank you for the trials and tribulations that I count for joy, and for all the grace and mercy you give me to get through them. I LOVE YOU!!!! In the name of your son, Jesus Christ, Amen!