Friday morning I lost my job. I've kind of known it was coming for a while. Considering all my monthly evaluations that said 100% on my quality (meaning zero mistakes) in the last month I somehow had mistakes happening daily that my boss would call me on. Big Sister on steroids. Mistakes that weren't mistakes before – suddenly were. Stupid stuff really. My internet being so crappy the last month didn't help. It was almost a relief that they finally let me go. I really think they were trying to get me to quit.
So I packed up all my equipment. Two
monitors, a laptop, headphones, docking station, keyboard, mouse and
a slew of cords and cables. I kept the original boxes and everything
fit back in. I will mail them off later today.
Everyone has
been supportive and I know they are praying for me. So far I am
handling things well, but I noticed that I really wished I could talk
to my mom. She passed away 10 months ago. She would know the right
thing to say to make me feel better. Oh how I miss her.
I was
originally going to wait until Monday to post this, which is October
2nd. Since I was in a similar situation 2 years ago I thought I would
see what I posted then, take my own advice so to speak. Wow, amazing.
Here is what I wrote:
“The Lord is so merciful in His
dealings with me. I think I should be doing something. Update my
resume, look for a job, hit the ground running. The Lord is showing
me that I need to wait. Wait on Him and find out what direction He
wants me to go. There are plenty of things to take care of while I
wait.”
Fast forward to today. I already updated my resume
but will probably re-update it when I get a chance. Don't think that
I'm going to be a total slacker or anything after reading that, but I also
don't need to panic. I need to remain peaceful and wait on the Lord.
Simple.
Hope you all are doing well. I will keep you posted on
my great adventures going forward (LOL!) Take care out there.





