This is such an amazing confirmation that the schedule I have made for myself was a trap. That Satan was able to use to attack me, but the Lord is so merciful that He will teach me where I have failed to seek Him out. Please read this:
Parables blog Thursday 16th entry
the Lord is calling His children to repentance, to be seeking His will for us and NOT our own, because the judgements are coming, and he wants His children ready to obey.