Friday, July 31, 2009

Our Mighty Lord!

It has been so hot the last week. Not just outside, but spiritually, attacks have been coming on all sides. The Lord is ever faithful to save us out of all our distresses.
Job 5:8 I would seek unto God, and unto God would I commit my cause:
Job 5:9 Which doeth great things and unsearchable; marvellous things without number:
Job 5:10 Who giveth rain upon the earth, and sendeth waters upon the fields:
Job 5:11 To set up on high those that be low; that those which mourn may be exalted to safety.
Job 5:12 He disappointeth the devices of the crafty, so that their hands cannot perform [their] enterprise.
Job 5:13 He taketh the wise in their own craftiness: and the counsel of the froward is carried headlong.
Job 5:14 They meet with darkness in the daytime, and grope in the noonday as in the night.
Job 5:15 But he saveth the poor from the sword, from their mouth, and from the hand of the mighty.

I still have no internet access except for the library. I will try to post this weekend but not sure if I will have an opportunity or not.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

We interupt this heat wave for the following news - just FYI

Military to help FEMA with swine flu vaccinations:
(call me paranoid if you want, but here is the text of article - just in case it disappears from the net. Sometimes they do that):

Military Poised to Help FEMA Battle Swine Flu Outbreak
The Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices voted to set vaccination priorities for certain groups Wednesday during a meeting in Atlanta as the Pentagon prepares to help the Federal Emergency Management Agency tackle a potential outbreak of the H1N1 virus this fall. The Pentagon is preparing to make troops available if necessary to help the Federal Emergency Management Agency tackle a potential outbreak of the H1N1 virus this fall, FOX News has confirmed.

This comes as a government panel recommends certain groups be placed at the front of the line for swine flu vaccinations this fall, including pregnant women, health care workers and children six months and older.

The Advisory Committee on Immunization Practices panel also said those first vaccinated should include parents and other caregivers of infants; non-elderly adults who have high-risk medical conditions, and young adults ages 19 to 24. The panel, whose recommendations typically are adopted by federal health officials, voted to set vaccination priorities for those groups Wednesday during a meeting in Atlanta.

Obama administration officials told Congress that H1N1 vaccinations won't be available for several months.

Defense Secretary Robert Gates is preparing to sign an order authorizing the military to set up five regional teams to deal with the potential outbreak of H1N1 influenza if FEMA requests help.

A senior U.S. defense official told FOX News that the plan calls for military task forces to work in conjunction with the FEMA. No final decision has been reached on how the military effort would be manned, but one source said it likely would include personnel from all branches of the military.

It is not known how many troops would be needed and whether they would come from the active duty or the National Guard and Reserve forces.

In the event of a major outbreak, civilian authorities would lead any relief efforts, the official said. The military, as it would for a natural disaster or other significant emergency situation, could provide support and fulfill any tasks that civilian authorities could not, such as air transport or testing of large numbers of viral samples from infected patients.

As a first step, military leaders have asked Gates to authorize planning for the potential assistance.

Orders to deploy actual forces would be reviewed later, depending on how much of a health threat the flu poses this fall, the officials said.


Tuesday, July 28, 2009


It's 110 degrees today and it is supposed to be the same tomorrow. After that the rest of the week should only (haha) be in the ninties! My van has no air condidtioning but the Lord has provided me with a place to stay with air conditioning for the next couple weeks. I don't have internet access at the place I am staying so will try to get online to post when I can, but I have to drive to the public library in order to post so I will try.

Stay cool!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

sojourne part 2...

sojourner at Be Ye Seperate blog has an excellent post today. Please read it here.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Sojourne continues...

Abraham, Isaac and Jacob were all called to be sojourners. The word sojourne implies a temporary dwelling place, even if it is in one place for a long time. David wrote:
Psa 39:12 Hear my prayer, O LORD, and give ear unto my cry; hold not thy peace at my tears: for I [am] a stranger with thee, [and] a sojourner, as all my fathers [were].
Psa 39:13 O spare me, that I may recover strength, before I go hence, and be no more.

Jesus said: Foxes have holes and birds have nests but the Son of Man has not where to lay his head (Luke 9:58). He also said My kingdom is not of this world (John 18:36).
I believe the Lord calls all his children to be sojourners, for this life is a test of eternity and all the children are called into the wilderness at times of testing and trials. The longer I am on this journey, the more the Lord teaches me. This journey is not just for now, but is for life. There will not be a time when the journey is over, because this is about walking in the will of the Father, for the rest of my life. I would rather be a sojourner in the wilderness and be walking in the will of the Father, than in a beautiful palace somewhere outside of His will. It is time to go out on the road again, to see what the Lord will show me next. I can't wait!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Be still...

Psa 46:10 Be still, and know that I [am] God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.
Psa 46:11 The LORD of hosts [is] with us; the God of Jacob [is] our refuge. Selah.

Things are very quiet here. Strangely quiet with no instructions on what to do or where to go next. So I occupy and watch and pray. I have been studying during all my free time. I have also been listening to some teachings that are from men I believe have the spirit of God in them. One is Pastor David J. Meyer. This is an old teaching of his, yet very timely. It is called "The power of holy silence"

(You may have to allow the media player extension in order to play this, see if there is a bar in the window)

More of his audio teachings are here, or here.

Another good source of audio and video teachings is from David Eels located at Unleavened Bread Ministries here.

Repent, and seek the Lord while there is still time.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Look Ma! No Chemtrails!

The sky is surprisingly clear today. So is my schedule. If you think a day without a chemtrail is unusual, this is a picture of yesterday's sky. (taken when I was taking pictures of ghost town malls.)

I am studying today. A very meaty website is from J. Preston Eby called:

Kingdom Bible Studies

I have read his series on Revelation, the Antichrist and Eden, but today I started reading about "the Lord's Prayer" wow. There is so much about how to pray that is helping me on my wilderness journey. Jesus Christ prayed ALOT. So I highly recommend anyone to spend some time on this website, for there is alot about what God's Word has to say on the subject. Bon Appetite!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Zombietown part 3: Sherwood

I grew up in the town of Sherwood. It was nice and old fashioned and quiet. Now it has little suburban mazes that once you drive into, it may take you hours to find your way back out of. Dont make the mistake of following garage sale signs without leaving yourself some bread crumbs to follow back. Above it a picture of some ghost town malls that are all built but nothing to go into, of which Sherwood now has several of these. Who is going to move into these buildings?

Lev 26:1 Ye shall make you no idols nor graven image, neither rear you up a standing image, neither shall ye set up [any] image of stone in your land, to bow down unto it: for I [am] the LORD your God.

On a side note: here is a picture of a little bowl of idols sitting on the counter of the place I am staying at.
If you are not willing to get rid of the obvious idols in your life, how will you recognize the subtle idols?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

The schedule = the world

This is such an amazing confirmation that the schedule I have made for myself was a trap. That Satan was able to use to attack me, but the Lord is so merciful that He will teach me where I have failed to seek Him out. Please read this:

Parables blog Thursday 16th entry

the Lord is calling His children to repentance, to be seeking His will for us and NOT our own, because the judgements are coming, and he wants His children ready to obey.

Places of refuge...

During the old testament times, there were 6 cities that were considered cities of refuge. If a person killed someone accidently, they could flee to one of those cities to hide from the avenger (a family member out for blood to compensate for the killing.) It was God Himself that said to pick out 6 cities, it was a part of the law. (Number 35:11-15)

The Lord is our refuge. Our trust must be in Him to protect us from those who would attack us.

Psa 62:5 My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation [is] from him.
Psa 62:6 He only [is] my rock and my salvation: [he is] my defence; I shall not be moved.
Psa 62:7 In God [is] my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, [and] my refuge, [is] in God.
Psa 62:8 Trust in him at all times; [ye] people, pour out your heart before him: God [is] a refuge for us. Selah.

Many times the Lord has led me to certain people and places on this trip. Places where I can truly rest in Him and know that I will not be attacked. There are some things that I am learning on this trip, that I can't post here. I have spent alot of time just driving through the countryside, wondering at the majesty of the mountains and the fields that our Lord has created. Every day that I have been driving, I have seen an eagle flying in circles overhead. It just reminds me that the Lord is always with me, because He promised to never leave me or forsake me.

Hbr 13:5 [Let your] conversation [be] without covetousness; [and be] content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
Hbr 13:6 So that we may boldly say, The Lord [is] my helper, and I will not fear what man shall do unto me.

Every day I thank the Lord that we have one more day with peace and not judgement.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Peace and safety and the RV park

I woke up to storms on Sunday morning. Thunder and Lightning and rain were outside the van, but I was warm and safe inside. I thought again about whether I was where the Lord wanted me to be. Should I go back on the road, while so close to Tillamook or go back into town? As I contemplate these things and think about God's Word and checking to see if I am harboring some secret sin that I have failed to confess, I realize that I am completely healed. The Lord had healed me and I wasnt even paying attention! How could that have happened? My mouth had been swollen for weeks and my gums were bleeding and every time I ate something the roof of my mouth was torn and my tongue would go to the wound, so much so that I was talking with a lisp. Yet now, looking back, I do not know when I was healed, sometime when I was not paying attention, and I feel horrible for not recognizing it or thanking God and glorifing Him.

O Lord, how will I ever be any kind of overcomer, let alone some chosen vessel if I cannot recognize your profound movements in my life?

The more I contemplate the more I am disgusted at myself. I have gotten a little schedule together, where I have bargained some work for room and board and I will stay here this weekend and stay there that weekend and aren't I clever? Yeah, I have completely scheduled the Lord right on out, and did not recognize that somehow I snuck back into Egypt without even realizing it. Thank you Lord, for your grace and mercy, and for once again showing me the error of my ways. Thank you for your healing and your righteousness and your holiness.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Gone Fishing...

I'll be out in the wilderness this weekend, and offline. Will check in later.
God bless.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Empty lake, empty street, the sun goes down alone...

Last night was Wednesday in McMinnville Oregon. The main road through town is 99W and there are businesses on both sides. I drove to the library around 6pm and I saw 3 different businesses with people standing on the street corners, trying to get customers to come in and spend their money. Figaro Pizza had their Figaro mascot man standing on the corner waving to traffic trying to get people to come in and buy some pizza. The Sandwich Express store had a woman standing out front waving to people to come in and buy a sandwich or dinner.

Even the Dutch Bros. coffee place had a man hanging out of the drive thru window trying to wave to people to buy some coffee. How many businesses were hoping for people that weren’t out trying to flag them down? I’m sure quite a few. No one is buying right now, and there is a hush, a quietness that seems to defy explanation. Or is it just me?

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Subtlety and the Play structure...

This is the play structure outside the window of the public library. Notice the dragon on the right and the pyramids in the background. Even the children's play structures glorify satan and the occult. If you think that "oh, pictures of dragons and pyramids are all harmless on play structures." Maybe you should look a little closer to some of the background history of some of these things before you deem them safe for the kids. I don't believe any of these things are accidental in Satan's book. Just bizarre.

I know that judgement is still coming on the land. If you have not listened to Michael Boldea's recording at the Watchman's Cry website, please scroll down and do so because it is so very important and timely. I am feeling strange in an incomplete way these days. But I have the promise of God from Phillipians:

Phl 1:6 Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform [it] until the day of Jesus Christ:

Please pray for me. That I can continue to determine the will of the Father and to do it.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Less is more

I had a great weekend with family. The booklets my father made of my quest opened great doors of utterance to share the gospel with people. I spent several hours on Friday night with a cousin I had not talked to for years and we talked about doctrine and the Lord and the things coming upon the land. It was a really good time.

Things are kindof quiet right now but I am just praying and lifting family members and studying God's Word in preparation. My heart always needs to be right before the Lord and I know that it is time for quietness and study. My internet access is spotty at best right now so I will get online and post when I can.

Monday, July 6, 2009


I feel it is very important for everyone to listen to this latest broadcast from the Watchman's Cry - featuring Michael Boldea. Please go to this link and click on the right where it says - Listen to audio

The Watchman's Cry

The message is very very timely for everyone to hear. Judgement is not coming - it is alreay here.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Tator tots and Wickedness in High Places.

Went to the McMenamins School in Forest Grove for tator tots tonight. I did not know that it was such a hotbed of Masonry! Ewww, that place gave me the absolute creeps. So much so that I prayed that no random devil spirits tried to attack me while I was there. The artwork is abundantly Mason and you can't tell me that they don't still use that place. If you really want to see the blatant witchcraft of the Masons, go to the Grand Lodge and just look at the paintings on the wall. Scary.

Yeah, hate to say that the tator tots were yummy. Grrr at myself.

Big Toe Contemplation...

In the past couple weeks there has been tiny spaces of time where I have happened to look down at my big toe. I have said in my mind to it, "I see you down there, big toe, far away. I know I need to cut that nail. However will I accomplish that task over this big fat belly of mine? I'm aware that at some point I will need to deal with you." Then life gets busy and you forget about stupid conversations with various body parts, but you dont really forget the fact that eventually something will need to be done. The big toe will need to be "dealt with".

I don't think to pray about stuff like that. Routine, mundane things like the fluid levels in the van need to be checked. Tire pressure and the getting of gas and toe maintenance are things that do need to be taken care of at some point but I never actually think about praying about them or that any spiritual lessons can be gleaned from such things. But I am learning to see spiritual lessons in everything, even if the lessons are how awesome and profound the Lord is in even the most basic trivial things in our lives.

I am feeling better. The swelling in my face and hands have gone down and my hands do not hurt as much as they were. I am traveling again this weekend and so the running of errands in preparation starts to enter my mind. Lo and behold, the Lord had an amazing agenda for me to accomplish all my mundane tasks while being able to share His Word at the same time.

First stop was to take my mother out for pedicures! To deal with the big toe issue, but also for amazing healing and bonding with my mom as a treat for her birthday coming up and for us to be able share God's word with each other. It really was a wonderful time for both of us, and we both felt very blessed by the Lord (and had pretty toes!)

Then I picked up my sister and we went for sushi lunch and stopped off at Jiffy Lube for oil and water top offs.

I found out that my dad has printed out these blog pages and made them into a little booklet that I can take down with me to the family reunion I am attending this weekend. This will be a great way to share with people this trip and the Lord and I hope for great doors of utterance to be opened for me to share the gospel. But it also really blessed me that he thought to make these booklets.

As I was driving with my sister, I turned to her and said, "I feel really happy right now." She said, "me too." I said, I'm going to call it joy. Thank you so much heavenly Father!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Resting at the farm...

I am feeling better today. This beautiful farm is a good place to rest when you have been ill. I got a call from the Urgent care facility and I do need to go back onto my thyroid medicine. I was also dehydrated as well, so I am drinking vitamin water.

This rest does not change the fact that judgement is still coming to this country and every day brings us one step closer. Repent, believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and lay down your life as a living sacrifice to the Father, seek to do only his will and not your own.

Some good websites to go to:
parables blog
Unleavened Bread Ministries
David Wilkenson Blog
Homeward Bound