Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Thankfulness from Michael Boldea

Here is a wonderful little teaching on Thankfulness from Micheal Boldea. You can here more at his website Hand of Help Ministries

Please pray for this man

This is really so horrific. Eric Holder? is going to come out and say, "umm, yeah, it's not entrapment." Right. Like that man doesn't lie. This was a co-ordinated set-up by the FBI to keep the lie of "home-grown terrorism" alive.

Please pray for this poor fool kid. I mean, have you talked to an actual 19 year old lately? Once in a while you might get one that you can have an intelligent conversation with, but most of the time, 19 year olds are dumb as a rock. These FBI people know mind-control techniques and there is no way this kid could conceive of having a whole van full of explosives with out the FBI supplying it. Now they will throw the book at him to prove their point. Please pray for this boy to get saved and have the Lord's protection on him and that this court can prove that the real fault lies in the brain-washing FBI agents.

I'm far more scared that we have active FBI cells in my city plotting the destruction of christmas tree lightings with idiots than I am that there are any actual home-grown terrorists! This place is definately going crazy!

Dear merciful heavenly Father. Help this poor boy. That he can be saved and that you will watch out for him since he was so very obviously set up by our own government to be a patsy. Have mercy on him and his family. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Monday, November 29, 2010

We are the houses in Egypt

I was reading in Exodus today about the original passover when the children of Israel put the blood of the passover lamb on the lentils and doorposts. (Exodus 12) I was struck by the fact that now, in our day, we are the houses that are covered by the blood of Jesus Christ and the destroyer cannot touch us.

Oooo! I hate the devil. All day long he tries to tell me that I am not a child of God. That I should just get a job already and move out of my parents house. In obedience I wait here, knowing this truth:

Except the LORD build the house, they labour in vain that build it: except the LORD keep the city, the watchman waketh but in vain. Psalm 127:1

Where would I go to find a job, if the Lord has not given me the job? Where would I drive to if the Lord has not sent me? Where could I run to where the Lord would not be with me? No. I stay here and wait upon the Lord because this is the provision that He has provided.

The way is straight and the gate is narrow. The cross is what is expected of us to get every last bit of Egypt out and the hope of glory Christ with in. There is no going back to drinking beer and smoking cigarettes and playing video games. That life is gone now, it is vanity and empty wasting of time, marking down the days till death activities. Crazy black friday shopping sales and HDTV. So much meaningless conversation. No one wants to talk about the Lord, or His Word, they definately don't want to talk about sin and the cross. Thank God, I know I have fellow brethren out here in cyberspace that feel the same way during the holidays.

Get thee behind me Satan, I am not going back to the old life and the old loves.

Thank you so much Lord for your promises that we can hold onto and resist the devil so that he will flee from us. Thank you that nothing can pluck me out of your hand. Thank you for being in me, for your Holy Spirit, for the blood of Jesus that covers us and justifies us and sanctifies us from this low down dirty world. In the name and authority of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

The finger of God

When Pharoah's magicians could no longer counterfeit the plagues the Lord was sending on Egypt they exclaimed, "This is the finger of God (Elohim)!" The magicians could not duplicate the plague of lice using devil spirit power, like they had before with the blood and the frogs. (Ex 8:19)

The original stone tables of testimony given to Moses at Mt. Sinai were written with the finger of God. (Ex 31:18, Deu 9:10)

David the Psalmist wrote about the fingers of God when he said, "When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained" (Psalms 8:3)

Jesus also said he used the finger of God to cast out demons. (Luke 11:20)

The finger of God represents God's amazing power. God can send plagues, put the stars in their orbits, cast out demons, whatever He wants because nothing is impossible for Him. God has more power in his little finger than the adversary can even dream about! With His one finger, he could squish the devil like a bug.

Dear Heavenly Father, You are so wonderful and awesome. Thank you for your Word that we may know about your amazing power and might and mercy and truth. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Friday, November 26, 2010

The Day After...

I was going to have a post for Thanksgiving yesterday, but I got in too late and did not have time. I have so many things I am thankful for, and I always want to give God Almighty the glory for the many blessings in my life.

I am especially thankful that I am in a warm bed these days and not sleeping in my van since it has been in the low 20's here lately. In the dark yesterday, coming back from the farm, I praised the Lord for the food and the protection and for opening my eyes to the things going on around me. I said, "Lord, I am so thankful for this wilderness journey you have called me to. But I wonder, I do not have a specific vision that you have given me. I need a purpose in my life." The Lord answered me and said, "It's a surprise."

When I think of that I think of someone leading me into a room with their hands over my eyes, and that soon, they will take off their hands and yell "surprise!". In those situations the anticipation is that good things will happen when you open your eyes again. I believe that is why I do not know what the Lord's specific plan for my life is. Part of the idea is to trust the Lord for every provision.

Recently I wrote a list of my needs to the Father. I told the Lord that I needed new sneakers because my old ones developed a hole in the heel that had a hard piece of plastic sticking out and rubbing on my heel and giving me a blister. I also needed some "walking around money" since I only had .80 cents. The next day someone gave me $15 and my dad took me to the store and bought me a brand-new pair of Nike's because he wouldnt hear of me having some cheap pair from Target. I really felt that was 'abundantly above what I could ask or think' on that. Thank you Lord!

I was reading in Exodus and two specific verses jumped out at me:
Exodus 3:6, "Moreover he said, I am the God of thy father, the God of Abraham, the God of isaac, and the God of Jacob. And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look upon God."

Exodus 4:2-3, "And the Lord said unto him, What is that in thine hand? And he said, A rod. And he said, Cast it on the ground. And he cast it on the ground, and it became a serpent; and Moses fled from before it."
Twice Moses was afraid in these verses. Yet we know that Moses later did many brave things and went to see God face to face and was not afraid. The wilderness and the experiences with the plagues of Egypt changed Moses into a mature believer who truly trusted God to not be afraid of God, or serpents!

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for all provisions, for food in abundance, for warm beds and surprises. Thank you for having a plan for my life and for always being with me. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Yesterday's blogpost

Awww, no one tried to decipher yesterday's blogpost. It said, "This message is in code because I am reading the book Code-Breaking by Rudolf Kippenhahn. Hope you had fun!" Anyway, I thought about it just now and thought, wow! I hope no-one thinks I am putting a spell on here! Just reading about the encryption done through history and WWII. Very interesting.

Here is some very inspired posts around the web that I recommend reading:

Surrender. Part I from Last Days Resource for Prophetic Disciples

Why I Weep! from Homeward Bound (Michael Boldea's blog)

Be satisfied - November 20, 2010 by Lastrumpet08


Take care. I am going to take a couple days off. Be back next week. Love you!

Friday, November 19, 2010



Thursday, November 18, 2010

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Richard Grund on L.A. Marzulli

There was an excellent interview from L. A. Marzulli the other day that I highly recommend listening to:

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Stuck - A word from the Lord

I recently found the blog for Lastrumpet08 which has a daily word from the Lord, but today really struck me as exactly how I am feeling. It is such a great comfort to know that there is a time for everything. I am going to post todays post from there in it's entirety:
Stuck - November 16, 2010
Some feel they are stuck, their relationship with Me is not moving forward, there is no progress in their walk with Me. It feels as though they are not going anywhere at all. They feel miserable about their situation. They feel unsettled, they feel they do not belong or fit in anywhere.

My children there is a time for everything. I prepare and change you to become useable and suitable to fulfill My plans and purposes in My Kingdom. I cannot use or send you out if you are not prepared by Me. I alone know the plans I have for you. I work all things out for good at My time. Do not lose focus or hope. Keep moving forward, do not get stuck. Trust Me.

If you are stuck, press on harder and you will break through. Do not stay stuck, do not become complacent. Seek Me more, draw closer to Me and listen to what I want to reveal to you, the things that are important to Me and My Kingdom. Not your will be done, but Mine. Many are stuck in their own plans and ideas. I am in control. I know the end from the beginning. Trust Me and follow My guidance and you will not get stuck.

Some are stuck in sin. Sin separates them from My presence, they do not hear My voice and will not progress. They feel far away from Me and cannot move forward to do My will. Repent, turn away from all wickedness. The devil wants you stuck in his snares of wickedness. Break out, come loose, be set free. He whom I have set free will be free indeed. I have come so that you can have life in abundance.

Here is the link to this post: http://wordinduetime.blogspot.com/2010/11/stuck-november-16-2010.html

I recommend stopping by the word in due season site daily: Lastrumpt08

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you so much so your reassurance in all things. Thank you that your timing is perfect, down to the last minute and you are so awesome in preparing us to be vessels for your use. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Unforgiveness: Gateway to Torment

When I was around 18 years old, I had an uncle that was an alcoholic. His girlfriend called me and asked if I would go over to his house because he was planning on relapsing after having a years sobriety and she could not get there because she was out of town.

Stupidly I went there by myself to try to stop him. I talked to him and pleaded with him and grabbed his car keys, but he was 35 and alot stronger than me. He overpowered me and got his keys and left the house. That night he got into a car accident and broke both of his wrists. I did not speak to him for 12 years.

Fast forward to when I was 35 and not so innocent and not so self-righteous. He was dying of esophageal cancer. I wrote him a letter telling him that I forgave him for everything and that I was very sorry he was sick. I did not hear back from him before he died. I have always regretted the fact that I did not forgive him sooner, and the fact that I'm sure he suffered far worse for that stupid car accident than I ever did.

Since becoming a Christian, I have learned that unforgiveness is a gateway to demons. It is documented in the following verses:
Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven.

Therefore is the kingdom of heaven likened unto a certain king, which would take account of his servants. And when he had begun to reckon, one was brought unto him, which owed him ten thousand talents. But forasmuch as he had not to pay, his lord commanded him to be sold, and his wife, and children, and all that he had, and payment to be made. The servant therefore fell down, and worshipped him, saying, Lord, have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. Then the lord of that servant was moved with compassion, and loosed him, and forgave him the debt.

But the same servant went out, and found one of his fellowservants, which owed him an hundred pence: and he laid hands on him, and took [him] by the throat, saying, Pay me that thou owest. And his fellowservant fell down at his feet, and besought him, saying, Have patience with me, and I will pay thee all. And he would not: but went and cast him into prison, till he should pay the debt. So when his fellowservants saw what was done, they were very sorry, and came and told unto their lord all that was done.

Then his lord, after that he had called him, said unto him, O thou wicked servant, I forgave thee all that debt, because thou desiredst me: Shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellowservant, even as I had pity on thee? And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not every one his brother their trespasses. Matt 18:21-35

The tormentors in that verse are demons. Unforgiveness opens you up to demons who will cause that to be a weight on your life that will just get heavier and heavier. If you can't seem to forgive people in your past or your life, pray to your Father to help you to forgive them, because forgiveness is always the Lord's will.

Dear Heavenly Father, help me to be forgiving to anyone who has trespassed against me (whether real or imagined.) Thank you Lord for the many many things you have forgiven me in my life. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Just checking in

Just thought I would let you know some of the happenings around here.

My little niece lost her first tooth. My dad asked her if the tooth fairy brought her anything. She said, "Yes! 20 dollars!" !!! We all laughed. Who knew that baby teeth were such a valuable commodity these days.

My parents next-door neighbor whom we have known since grade school was just diagnosed with lung cancer. I have been praying for healing and deliverance for him. Please lift him up for healing if you read this.

I finished this white and blue quilt top and basted it. So I can start quilting on it soon. This might be the best one yet.

I have been fasting and praying for there to be unity in the body, and clear directions on what the Lord's Will is for my life. Where I am to go and what I am to do. So far, it seems to be, stay here and do what I am doing. I am tempted to be lonely but that is just satan trying to get me to believe that Christ is less than my sufficiency in everything. I am tempted to be depressed, but I know that demon and I rebuke it in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. I am tempted to be impatient - which is why I believe the Lord is having me wait - so that I learn to be content no matter where I am or for how long. I feel I am ready to leave the wilderness and go into the promised land. My feelings are not important, only the will of the Father.

Pray for me, my internet friends. I will pray for you as well.

Dear Heavenly Merciful Father. Thank you so much for all you do in my life. Thank you for getting my eyes off of myself and onto your son Jesus. Thank you for how you lead me out of temptations, in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.


Friday, November 12, 2010

Two dreams and Egypt:

Here is the interpretation of the dream that I believe is something that we all need to hear in order to fight the spiritual battle:

This interpretation is true. Jesus in the wilderness always fought Satan with just the Word of God. We must all study and have the Word on in our minds because that is the weapons of our warfare!

Dear Heavenly Father thank you for always giving us Your Word in order to sharpen our Swords to fight this spiritual battle and the gates of hell will not prevail against us. In Jesus name. Amen.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Wednesday, November 10, 2010


Ok, so I may have been a little harsh about the Door of Hope church. The guy there emailed me today with a recommendation for a church that is close to where I am so I may check it out. I like to pray on these things to seek the Father's will before I decide. There is an informal bible study tomorrow night so I may go if I feel it is the leading of the spirit.

David Wilkerson had a great post today. He said, "You are either changing daily into Christ's image or you are changing back into your old carnal ways." You can read the whole post here. He was talking about finishing the race. There is NO turning back in this game. You are either pushing towards the mark of the high calling or you are falling away, there is NO gray area.

Today my dad and I went to work on the storage unit. We were only there for about 45 minutes but we got so much done during that amount of time, and hauled another 5 boxes of stuff to Goodwill. My dad said, "Wow, we got alot of stuff done in less than an hour." I said, "Yes, if we could work on it for even an hour a day we could get the job finished in no time." Of course, I want to spend more time than an hour, but sometimes if all you can do is an hour, than that is good enough.

The way to climb a mountain is by taking the first step. With God, nothing is impossible. Seek the Lord to find out His Will for your life and work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. If you take the first step in seeking the Lord, He will tell you where to take the next step.

Long distance runners train before they run a marathon. They train for endurance - and they also learn how to pace themselves and to find ways of resting even as they are running. Finishing the race is often more important than winning.

I know that these lulls of staying at my parents and helping them according to the Lord's will, are times of spiritual training. It's a time for me to study the Word, to believe God for my needs and fast and pray and seek the Lord. It's also a time for me to learn endurance and patience as Christ is formed in me, because it is hard for me to stay at my parents and do the mundane day to day stuff. In the past it has been easier to have days full of busyness than quietness. But learning to be quiet before the Lord is a very important spiritual lesson as well.

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you for how you are molding me into the image of your son Jesus Christ and for all the amazing ways you answer my prayers each and every day. Thank you for being with me every step of the way as you change me according to your Will. In the name of Jesus Christ! Amen!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Door of Hope - Slammed

Weird. I contacted the Door of Hope church because I wanted to see if I might be able to catch a ride with someone and I was informed that they are a "community" church and not a "commuter" church. Ouch. I'm on the road alot and although I am currently at my parents, I could just as easily be staying in Portland if it was the Father's will. But I think that this is the Lord's way of showing me that this is NOT the church for me, even though I felt I had some confirmations earlier.

The more I think about it, the more that I am amazed at what church has become. It's just not about the body of Christ anymore but about our own little corner of the world: We just want the people that live in our neighborhood to come to our church - sorry if you were looking for the Word of God here. Maybe I wanted to check out the church and then move there? But too bad, so sad.

Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you for always being with me and loving me. Thank you for a door of hope being opened somewhere else! Thank you for your Grace and Mercy and Love in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Monday, November 8, 2010

A Door of Hope

This is the verses that I read this morning:
Therefore, behold, I will allure her, and bring her into the wilderness, and speak comfortably unto her.

And I will give her her vineyards from thence, and the valley of Achor for a door of hope: and she shall sing there, as in the days of her youth, and as in the day when she came up out of the land of Egypt. Hosea 2:14-15
The valley of Achor was the valley of trouble - where they stoned Achan and his family in Joshua 7 after Achan stole some of the spoil. So the verse is talking about changing the valley of trouble and despair, (and past sins) and making it into a door of hope.

The purpose for being in the wilderness, (like where I am at the moment) is to get all of Egypt out of the people. The past idolatries, the secret sins, the world, all of it, cleansed out of you. And as I have so wonderfully discovered, it's just not something you can do on your own. The Lord has to speak comfortably unto us and change our wretched valley of death and sorrow into the door of hope in Christ.

No amount of thought can add one cubic to your stature - or apparantly subtract one either. :) Especially when the dirtier you are - the more cleaning up there is to do on you. The Father is HOLY and He expects us to be holy too. But He is the one who can clean us up, not ourselves. Our job, is to submit to the cleansing.

Did you ever give a dog a bath? Well, now try giving a ferret one! When I first had Flash (my ferret) he HATED having a bath. I think the previous owner must have been mean to him at bathtime, because when Flash was older and trusted me, he was alot better at bathtime and seemed to enjoy it more than at first - although he never really did like it. It must be like that for the Lord sometimes when we don't co-operate. Although, the Lord isn't going to get his arms all scratched up over it. If we fight Him, He will just leave us in our filth. Gross. I don't want to be filthy, Please Lord, Cleanse me from all unrighteousness.

Interestingly enough - I found a local church called Door of Hope today and have been listening to their audios. Nice. I may contact them and check them out, although they are in SE Portland and I am on the westside. But I am going to pray about it and see what the Lord's will is concerning it.

Dear Lord Heavenly Father - I submit - cleanse me Lord that I can be a vessel for your use and do Your Will and not my own. Thank you so much for your word, for always being with me and never forsaking me and for your wonderful son, Jesus Christ our Savior. Thank you that we can have a door of hope, that what you have started in us, you will finish. That we have the hope that Christ is being formed in us, and the hope of the glory in Christ. In Jesus name. Amen.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Friday, November 5, 2010

Psalms 100

Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, all ye lands.

Serve the Lord with gladness; come before his presence with singing.

Know ye that the Lord He is God: it is He that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.

Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.

For the Lord is good; his mercy is everlasting; and his truth endureth to all generations.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Just saying...Updated at bottom

There is a lot of weird stuff going on lately. I'm just going to present some links and you decide for yourself. I highly recommend that you seek the Lord with fasting and praying to know what His Will is for you in the next couple weeks. Maybe nothing is going to happen but I find it odd that the president is leaving the country with 34+ warships, several aircraft and over 3000 staff members.

34 warships sent from US for Obama visit

False Flag Nuke Date Nov 6 ?

Whatever CERN was doing today (like possibly opening portals or even the abyss) they were successful.

Operation Blackjack - (November 7, 2010 is a blackjack date = 11+7+2+1 = 21)

Some stuff I do not have links to. If you did not get a chance to read Garden Girls Running from Babylon piece on why Obama was going to India at this time, it's too late because she has taken it down. But she speculated that Obama was going there for some sort of "birthing of the Maitreya" ritual. It may have been speculation, but there IS a spiritual war going on in this world. Like I said, I'm just presenting things. I don't know anything for sure or even that I believe that something is going to happen. But when Russ Dizdar starts talking about it, that has my attention. This is todays radio show:

Alot of people who call themselves prophets are saying that the judgement of the Lord is coming. Alot of people called prophets of God are saying the judgement is coming. Russ Dizdar is talking about the Black Awakening, a counterfeit Pentecost from the dark side. The book of Revelation talks about the opening of the abyss. Lots of speculation is happening on both sides.

But it does bother me that the president and alot of higher ups important people are leaving the country and Hillary Clinton is already out of the country and I can practically hear the dark side licking their chops. The Georgia Guidestones state the forces of evil want to take the population down to 500,000 million. There is also the recent stuff out from Lindsay Williams. There is a planned demolition of this country and sooner or later Satan is implimenting his evil plans.

God is sovereign. The adversary can do nothing with out the Lord signing off on it. So whether something is going to happen immediately or later, pray that you can be counted worthy to escape these things coming on the earth. If you are not saved, seek the Lord NOW and believe on Jesus Christ and repent and turn your life and will over to Jesus and study the bible.

Dear Heavenly Father, have mercy on us and protect us from the plans of the evil one. Thy Will be done always. In Jesus name. Amen.

UPDATE! - The government is denying that the president is taking 34 warships. What a surprise - denial, isn't that what they always do? Nothing to see here people, go back to sleep!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Today's reading

I have been helping my sister move into her new home and helping my parents go through their stuff. We have taken 17 boxes of stuff to Goodwill and thrown away countless bags of garbage. I am waiting on the Lord to where I go next from here, but for now it seems the Lord's will is for me to stay here and finish helping. Please pray for me to have clear instructions on where I am to go next.

Here is some great articles I have read on the net today:


A Word from the Father

The “Gift” Comes With Instructions!

The New Man

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Parallel Universes

In the next couple months NASA is going to launch a series of experiments to search for parallel universes. NASA is one of the highest occult organizations out there. They are the LAST people I would want poking around in the fabric of the universe. The bible tells us that there IS a parallel universe to ours. It's called the spirit realm. It is all around us but it is invisible and we can't see it with our naked eyes. Only when the Lord reveals it to us can it be seen.

In 2nd Kings 6 - the city where Elisha was located, is surrounded by an invading army. Elisha's servent is freaking out but then "... Elisha prayed, and said, LORD, I pray thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the LORD opened the eyes of the young man; and he saw: and, behold, the mountain [was] full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha." 2 Kings 6:17. The Lord revealed to Elisha's servent the armies that were in the spirit realm that were fighting for Isreal and Elisha.

There is a battle raging in the spirit realm. It is getting more and more intense and we need to be spiritually prepared according to Ephesians 6:
Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.

Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high [places].

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. EPH 6:10-17

Dear Heavenly Father, we ask that you open our eyes to truth. We ask that you surround us with fiery protection and teach us Your Will so that we can obey and strengthen us in the spiritual battle. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Christ, and Him Crucified

Again, Pastor Gary C. Price from Omega Ministries has a brilliant teaching that I highly recommend listening to:

Going back to the Cross
Part 1
Part 2

There are more audio messages from Pastor Price here.