Wednesday, November 8, 2023

Disturbing Dreams


I've had several dreams in the last couple months, and I'm not sure what they mean. I had a dream where I am walking around the old casino I worked at but can't seem to find my way back to the office. The whole dream is me wandering around asking various people if they can help me get back. I had a second dream of being in the casino where I couldn't find my purse or my backpack. I would find my purse and look for the backpack, but when I turned around, my purse would be gone again.

I've had a couple dreams where I am at family reunions and I'm moving around from room to room. I see tables of food (there was always lots of food at the real family reunions) but when I get up to the table, there are only empty plates of crumbs and nothing to eat.

The most recent dream really bothered me. I was at my parents old house and again we were having a family reunion. There were groups of relatives in various rooms and again there was no food. I was with one of my sisters. She was my ride and I wanted to leave but I couldn't find my shoes. I kept looking through all these piles of shoes but none of them fit. Then my teeth started falling out – one by one, then in chunks, until I didn't have any left and blood was pouring out of my mouth. It was very disturbing to say the least.

These dreams are happening a couple times a week. Walking around but not reaching a destination. Looking for something but not finding it. Seeing food from far away, but there is nothing left once I get close. When I wake up, there is a hopeless feeling, that I am going through the motions but not getting any answers.

“And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.

If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if
he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?

Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?

If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall
your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?” Luke 11:9-13

Because of the disturbing nature of these dreams, I'm beginning to believe they are not from the Lord, but spiritual attacks from the enemy. Whether I am being specifically targeted or this is a blanket attack on the community, I don't know.

The technology exists to be able to manipulate peoples dreams. You tube has been essentially scrubbed of any videos that discuss it, but I was able to find a few.




Some things to keep in mind if this or similar things are happening to you. The Lord has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. Remember that no weapon forged against you shall prosper and that includes evil technologies. Protect yourself by the Blood of Jesus and the armor of God. Lead every thought captive.

Pray without ceasing. Take care out there.

9 comments:

clayusmcret said...

Or, possibly your dreams are linked to your effort to find a new job. The frustration felt while seeking employment that seems just out of your reach. Who knows. Just keep praying and seeking. It will come.

wendyworn said...

Maybe clay. thanks for the comment

Don't mind me. said...

Stress increases vivid dreams, so I've been told. When we're in a deep sleep, our brains are actually trying to resolve problems. Holds true for me.

Cederq said...

Don't mind me, I don't believe there is no resolve of your problems...

I gave your post some thought today while over helping my brother with another French drain project and with what I know about your situation and personal stress, and the worldly stress we all are effected by, your subconscious is troubled and how it processes all the information it would seem to be jumbled and edited by a spastic meth freak. The way you process information is not linear and it isn't placed in adjacent nerve cells, it is much like a disk storage on a computer, a little bit here, and lot way over there, a snippet or two just right there. All it is coded to know where al the other bits and pieces are to come together to form a coherent memory. Your subconscious picks out those pieces to place into long term storage and doesn't read all the bits that make up that part of the memory, even though it is still encoded in that bit, just doesn't read it and so when your brain is in this active mode while in a theta state you are in a higher level of consciousness but not awake and you are {seeing} what your brain is moving about and tagging into long term memory. Those bits encode your emotional state when the memory was made. I would suggest keeping a dream journal, if you awaken from a dream, try to remember what it was you were dreaming, how you felt at that moment and any dreams you may have when you awake in the morning. Take note of anything specific or unusual during the day and compare when you have a dream that closely mimics it and you will see a pattern, much like we discussed over the phone and what you posted today.

wendyworn said...

thanks cederq. I like the idea of a dream journal

Tree Mike said...

I'm going with Cederq here,BUT,the manipulation they can control, is worse than you suspect.
I believe in EVERYTHING, ghosts, aliens, bigfoot, portals, wormholes, shape shifters and MOAR! However, I think the probabilities of me interacting with any of these is vanishingly small. 1, because I do my best to not attract them. 2, I suspect I'm not compatible to them. 3, I do "spiritual exercises" for a Christ centered force field of omni(all dimensions) protection. 4, I'm too small of a fish. It's worked so far, or maybe I'm just lucky.
I think the evil phuquers have caused a tear or rift, or portal from the Astral plane to here with the Cern Particle accelerator. Which might explain some of the increasing weirdness of the last decade or so.
Hope your dreams and/or subconscious work out your/their issues shortly. I hope you rest well.

Don't mind me. said...

Cederq,
I've never been good at remembering dreams, but when I do remember details, it's usually at times when I have a lot of shit going on in my life. I can remember dreams I had years ago when I experienced major disruptions in my life.
When I used the word stress, a word I don't like to use because there's good stress and bad stress, I meant "problems that need to be solved NOW".
Our brains are wired to compartmentalise everything, as you say. Sometimes that's just not possible and you have to try and resolve the issue by convincing yourself it's out of your control.

Peteforester said...

I don't consider myself a diviner of dreams, but I do look at the "mechanics" of dreams and can see the following in yours:

You are worried about finding work.

Not being able to find your purse is your worry of running out of money.

The lack of food at the family events: You are worried about being able to afford food.

The teeth falling out and he blood: You are worried that you're not going to be able to afford healthcare if you need it, or that there's some underlying health condition that will prevent you from landing a job.

The shoes are potential jobs. The jobs are there, but either they don't fit you or you don't fit them.

You're also doing the right thing; giving your worries over to God. This is what He wanted to see you do. As a result, the job will come, and it will be a good fit.

Lose the fear.

Keep the faith!

wendyworn said...

Pete! That was an excellent analysis. Most likely accurate. thank you